Weird?????

slashing thoughts came to me this day.. realizations??? Things will not fall the way we wanted it to be..only countable circumstances, it does..
am i so sensitive??
soOoOoO pessimist???
hhmmm.
isn't it right to stock sort of doubts?
for future consequences...perhaps...

i don't know what's happening to me.
too reaListic yet too unreaL..
so sensitive yet so numb...
what's in my nutshell that keeps haunting me???

SELF-DISCIPLINE, s d answer???
owZzZzZ????
Do i need to discipline myself on my cRavings for debatable topics on my mustaRd seed???
ha'ay..
i can't help it what should i do???

Little Simon Cowell In Us

People by nature really have the tendency to be mean, which means, we have the tendency to meddle, to nag and to criticize. We throw mud on other peoples faces pretending we are the most impeccable human beings to have ever existed on earth, as if we possess zero flaws and liabilities. And as if we embody all the positive and desirable adjectives ever listed in the dictionary.

I bet you are familiar with the renowned American Idol judge Simon Cowell. His feisty and sarcastic comments which broke the hearts of many aspiring singers made him a household name. Many says he is the perfect epitome of mean, judgmental person. Maybe because you can usually hear him say lines like "You're horrendous", "Her voice was outrageous", "He performs like a cabaret singer", and the rest like they say is history.

Whether we admit it or not, at once in our lives, we wre once like Simon Cowell. We experienced judging other peoples' physical attributes, way of life, weird beliefs and even mannerisms. I remember very vividly when one of my former high school teacher asked us if we experienced judging somebody from "split ends to ingrown", meaning from head to toe. Indeed, we love putting other peoples lives in scrutiny. Yes, there is a little Simon Cowell in us.

Throwing criticisms, need not to be heartless. There is a thing called constructive criticism. It is unavoidable to criticize. However, we might as well criticize to promote positive changes. A sensible critic gains the respect of the multitude while the ruthless one reaps nothing but shame...

Gugmang Giatay

Usually, we ask ourselves, "Nganung cya pa man?..", "Yati xah, saad2x pah, wla man d i. Nganun man ingon ana xah?..

hhmm.. Unraveling what is ought to be said by men is such a difficult task to do.
Women, definitely don't know what it is to be a man and vice versa. We mostly rely on first impressions from our lovers right? But there is a thing we call as "Lurking thoughts" from the one we love and that we have to respect. Not all feelings are expressed by men/women. Not all are being said, not all are being done. We have to take time to find it out ourselves.

Clamors from a lot of dumped individuals kept on haunting me. Why is that so? Why it happens? Lovers must have loyalty, understanding, patience and..ha'ay a lot of virtues must be possessed to sustain a relationship. If love towards your partner is the ultimate reason for staying and being together, then its nice, it's good and beneficial on both parties. Consideration of a lot of factors that could affect a relationship is vital.

The only thing i have in my psyche as of this very moment is this, "Don't try to catch up for the train if you're not yet prepared with your fare and your baggage for your trip, I tell you, it will not be the last trip on your way to Las Vegas." gets????

Everything in life is not to be hurried. As for love, it takes time. Take time to realize and you will see how wonderful it is to be in love. Only time understands love.

To all heart broken.. Love takes time to heal when your heart is so much.